Monday, June 20, 2016

Sadness to Positive to Forgiveness to going Forward!

I found there are alot of Sadness in the world, I only listed 12 for I know there are more to be said. Main thing is this.. Negative begets Negative!

12 sadness I found

Sad that people can't get alone with one another.
Sad that people use others to get what they want.
Sad that people have to lie to hide who they really are.
Sad that people misunderstand what is being said.
Sad that people mistreat each other.
Sad that people that lie to cover up another lie
       or make something up.
Sad that people Don't communicate anymore.
Sad that People Don't participate anymore.
Sad that People who will not Listen to reason.
Sad that People who whines and act like children.
Sad that they blame one another when in fact they are part of it.
Sad they want to point fingers.

I am Sad because the World is Sick.
I am sad because people can be down right MEAN to each other!
There is alot of sadness because so much Negative in the world.

What to do about it? How? 

  • By being Positive. 
  • By Listening.
  • By being truthful.
  • By rereading something to understand it.
  • By being there for each other.
  • By helping each other
  • By being Good to each other.
  • By Talking and Listening.
  • By Doing things together.
  • By being Adults.
  • By Being Cool.
  • By Being Nice.
  • By talking to each other and come 
  • to a compromise and work it out.
  • By being a real true friend.
  • By learning to understand each other.
  • There is more to this list. Figure out some and see.

So Many sad things and yet some people are not or think they did wrong and all we can do is "PRAY" and GO FORWARD!

This is what is wrong with the world. Everyone wants to be boss, be in control. have the last say, don't want to work together. Wants to be heard all the time and don't listen.  They simple do not Care what so ever.

I have lost friends on Facebook because of misunderstandings that isn't clear. because they don't want to hear the other side so they judge instead.  And they stopped caring because they  are hurting. Want to blame one another because they do not want to take responsibility.   

Why now? Why am I saying this NOW?  It's time.

  • I have been LIED on.
  • I have been Rumor on.
  • I have been Hurt really bad.
  • Now I can't Trust no more, but trying to trust again.
  • I been Blamed for things that I didn't say or do.
  • No one wanted to hear my side.
  • I been Judged.
  • I have lost friends over silly, stupid things and even over a GAME!

  • I take full responsibilities for my own actions and sayings.
  • I take full Responsibilities for myself and no one else.
  • I take full Responsibilities for not standing up for myself.
  • It's my life, If I did wrong. I am sorry.
  • I am not sorry when it isn't my fault.
  • I am sorry so life can go forward.
  • I forgive those that blames me.
  • I forgive those that hurt me.
  • I forgive those that have lied to me.
  • I forgive those that have LIED about me.
  • I forgive those that said mean things to me and turn it around to make it look like it's my fault.
  • I forgive those that ignore me.
  • I forgive those that didn't get my side.
  • I forgive those that didn't believe me.

Now, I will go forward. 
For I have said my peace.
I was wrong in believing that 
there were friends that were real and true.
I should have listened to my Heart 
and leave them be. But, I didn't and 
I regret not listening. 
For My eyes are open now,
I see the truth of what it is. 
SO, Fake ones can go BYE BYE.

Life is Life.
In my World, I do have real and true friends.
For they been by my side and not left me alone
to suffer. These Friends are good. How I know this?
My Heart tells me.
But, MY best friend of all? 
His name is Jesus, my Lord and Savior
He is everything to me. 
For that I will Tell you.....
The World is dying and I want to go home.
but my Lord says 
"Not yet, my child, for I am on my way there."

Evanna McClelland
June 20, 2016
@ 9:23 PM CST
Evanna's World©

Friday, June 10, 2016

A particular Quote

A saying I heard all my life, not sure who started it.
graphics done at piZap

This Quote has been going around. Heard it said in many different ways. But, the truth of this saying is this... "Truth, it is what it is" Some People Lie, tell white lies, thinking white lies isn't really a lie. But the truth of the matter is this... A lie is a Lie no matter how it comes about. and a lie is a sin.  A sin?  yes, a Sin. one of the Ten commandments. Thou shalt not Lie.  God said it, he made it into law. And you can't argue with God.  "God says it, accept it!"

"What is the Truth?"  you will know it in your heart. 
But, Be Careful This Truth that needs to come out on.  Can be for the good or bad for you. It depends what it is- it isn't hiding.

Is Rumors Lies?  depends what is being said. But, We shouldn't Rumor on anyone. Why? Rumors have caused more damage to a person's accountability and Reputation. Rumors that are started by someone that has a grudge needs a life of their own. And stop trying to control the situation to their way.  Is Rumors Healthy? no! Rumors a good thing? No! Have I been Rumored? someone told me I was but Now I am not sure.

Just be careful! Trying to hide The Truth is not a good thing. It will eventually catch up with you. 
Because the way I see it now?  "Truth is what it is"
So, Yes, It will always comes out, YOU can't HIDE from it because IT will find you. 

Lupus and "A Poem"

"A poem"
By Evanna
the year is wrong. it's 3-5-2016

When I found out that I had Lupus I was like "what?"
"Lupus? what is that?"
So the Dr that noticed the symptoms from me Knew because his Mom Had Lupus and Diabetes.  
Told the family. He called both me and Jerry to his office. "Some live up to 3 years." he said.  But He figures that I got it about 4 to 5 years before we found it.
Still We needed to find a
We found one. And We both just loved him.
But, Now I need one again.
then Jerry Retired seems I needed someone
here 24/7.
I got an niffy talent.
It seems I know exactly where
and when to fall. Not on purpose.
But, It happens.
Then I was able to get on SSD, the one we had 
from the beginning we liked. Now the one we have now?
very Rude. one of these days I am going to tell them that.
As time went on to now.. I had Physical therapy 
been in the hospital and the way I understand it.. Almost died. but to me?  Just give me oxygen and I go home.
Now As of June 7, 2016
Had my right eye surgery of Cataracts.  It Seems
they was very bad. 
On June 21, 2016 The Left eye will be fixed. 
 I am healing still.

The year on the poem is wrong. It is not 2015 it is 2016

                    My FaceBook account           

         The reason why I posted this is that alot of People
can't get help. because they don't look sick enough.
I Was fortunate to get it.. because I am far into it.
they do not realize that If they get help now. A lot of Deaths
wouldn't happen.  Unless they are removing the sickies.
Remember what I said about the end times?
Read the Bible. I am
                                  when my eyes will let me.

Cya later.
Smile, Someone Cares about you.

Thursday, June 9, 2016

The Proposal!

Jerry & Evanna

My Friend, we grew up in same Town, Church & School.
We got together one night and we both fell in love
or was we already in love?
who knows.
 Then one day I got you to pop the question.
 Yes I did, we been talking about it.
so why not ask me?
And that Night you ask "Would you Marry me?"
I answered:  "Oh, I guess so."
 The look on your face was priceless... finally I said.
"YES, I will Marry YOU!"
and since that day
our lives have not been the same again.
We face many good and many bad things.
But, We always made it thru the Grace of our Lord Jesus.
I love you and I Appreciate you
For what you doing in helping me.
For 24/7 you are by my side taking care of me.
because in reality I can't.
But, I can thru you.
With all my Love, you have my Heart.

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

The Beginning of the Beginning.

Hi, I am  Evanna, I was born In an Old settlement town in Texas.
I was one of the 3 that night that was coming into this world.  The Doctor had my mom come in because He was going somewhere the next day and wouldn't be here.  In December She had false labor pains. (Fiddlesticks, I wasn't a Christmas baby)  Instead I was forced to be born on a very cold night of January 3, 1957. And to this town. I was considered one of the first baby born for New Years Day.  Besides my Mom being called in. He also called in two more ladies.. Now this Hospital is a small one.  And they had them in 3 different rooms. Not sure how old this Doctor was. So he was going from one room to the next. My Mom told me how it was that night, now remember he induced my mom and not sure on the other 2 ladies.  My mom said. "He was hopping from one mother to the Next."  I Still can picture the Dr. Hopping like a bunny Rabbit between 3 ladies about to give birth almost the same time.
It seems that the ladies was in deep labor and we were coming.. the 3 of us.. First one was a girl. not sure where she is at now. I was born 2nd. as u can see, I am the one typing this. the 3rd one was a boy. and he was little and short. but I found out later he died.
And that ladies and Gentlemen.. is how I came into the world. My mom told me I was a Miracle baby. I asked her why.  She said "It's a wonder I got Pregnant with you. My uterus was upside down."
And that friends is how I got here.

Evanna Gail 
B: January 3, 1957
Age: app. 5 or 6 Months.